|payingattention (payingattention) wrote,|
@ 2008-12-30 05:33:00
|Current music:||The friggin wind.|
#18: She did...what?
You told your family I was banging Michelle? How in the world does that make sense, even in YOUR head?
Oh, by the way--black guys? Well, no, guys in general. And coke, of all things? When did you become someone so fucking dumb? Didn't you used to be really smart and loyal and awesome? Maybe I have to consistently remind myself that you're no longer the girl I fell in love with when I was sixteen. Additionally, I have to keep reminding myself that I'm not insane. You get to be, though! Lucky you.
I went out with Julia today. It was a quick drive, but it was nice to just chill and catch up for a little bit. Incredibly, she a) acknowledged the fact that we dated and b) sincerely apologized SEVERAL TIMES for being a douche when we broke up. It was so fucking refreshing to know that even though Kim is digging herself into a very deep hole, Julia has grown a somewhat decent head to put on her shoulders. I mean, Julia will always be Julia I suppose, but she's done a substantial amount of growing up. It felt good to get an answer to the question that's been sitting, rotting, festering, whatevering, inside of me for four years. What's ironic is how much shit Kim and I used to say about her when we were dating, how immature she was and whatever. And now Julia's the one who's making the effort and even apologizing and chilling or whatever, and Kim is spreading vicious rumors and apparently blowing lines and sucking big dicks. Thumbs up to you baby girl, you really have grown up.